I hate my future
I hate my dreams!
tired of second-hand dreams I learnt from others.
better, please
; this is all I wanted to say.
I hate what I expect.I hate my dreams!
tired of second-hand dreams I learnt from others.
better, please
شعر بینام پل
۴ سال قبل
۸ نظر:
چه عجب آقا سهیل! از این طرفا؟
سختترین کار اینه که رؤیاهای خودت رو داشته باشی و حتی از اون سختتر اینه که برای رسیدن بهشون تلاش کنی
وقتی تلاشت رو شروع میکنی انگار تمام عالم در برابرت جبهه میگیرن. حس میکنی یه مسیر مشخصی از قبل برات تعیین شده و حالا که میخوای ازش منحرف بشی حتی خدا هم چپچپ نگات میکنه
خیلی سخته باور کن خیلی هزینه داره باور کن اما باور کن اینجوری انسانتر خواهی بود
از این که مدام در تلاش باشی افکار و احساسات کنسرو شده ی خودت و یا دیگران را باز کنی و از این که توی خیابون که راه میری حالت بد بشه و از اینکه شادی ها و غم هات در خودت زاده بشن و در خودت بمیرن و از این که شادی و در آرامش بودنت به چیزی غیر از خودت مربوط بشه و اونم نباشه و از این که ببینی کسایی که برات مهمن هم کم و بیش همین طورن و از این که مدام حس کنی موجودات خیلی ریزی
زیر پوستت در جریانن و از این که ... و از این که ... و ... خسته ام.
دیگه چی؟ از این که دور خودم بچرخم و از این که ندونم چی میخواستم که به اینجا رسیدم یا یادم رفته باشه و از این که خسته شده باشم خسته ام. از این که به فکر ادمیت* شدن باشم و براش کاری نکنم خسته ام.
گاهی شک می کنم اون امیدی که فکر میکنم دارمو واقعا دارم یا نه...از این که هی شک کنم خسته ام... ای خدا!!! کری؟ به کی بگم؟ نمی خوام.
از این که خودمو بقیه رو بپیچونم – حتی گاهی نخوام بپیچونم – و از این که حرفای بقیه رو بشنوم که شاید یه چیزی یاد بگیرم و از این که خودمو که خودم نیستم تکرار کنم خسته ام.
من باید یک بار منفجر شوم . تو باید خطر کنی و منفجر شوی.
اه..........
آهان و از این که ندونم اینجا چیزی بنویسم یا نه هم خسته ام.
منفجر منفجر منفجر
BTW you've got the right for hating.
Better Pleeeeez.
بنویس!
pleeeeez!
I found these 2 lyrics somehow in harmony through this mood:
Both songs by "Michael Skinner" (?)Actually not by me!
1.Pirates
"Walking down to the dock of the bay
Just take care in selecting you ship, moored at the quay
A sturdy ship from those at hand will help your passage
Deliver you to a new land
Before you set sail, remember why you chose to leave this place
Changing your mind in a storm- tossed sea
Keeps you floundering upon that misery sea
Taking shots from a cannonade
High seas pirates chasing your sails
Throw your caution to the wind
Position your ship so the sun shines in their faces
And though your crew has abandoned the sails
I can still feel the wind and the waves at your hand
And though your crew has abandoned the sails
I can still feel the wind and the waves at your hand, at your hand
Taking shots from a cannonade
High seas pirates chasing your sails
Throw your caution to the wind
Position your ship so the sun shines in their faces
And though your crew has abandoned the sails
I can still feel the wind and the waves at your hand
And though your crew has abandoned the sails
I can still feel the wind and the waves at your hand, at your hand
Before you set sail remember why you chose to leave this place."
2.Dear Child
(Though it seems it is talking to an external child, but it could be to
the internal one too, hmmm?! ;-) and vice versa! And other aspects are also possible!)
"Dear Child, I want you to know
Not a day goes by, that my thoughts aren't with you
I hope and I pray, things for you are fine
Though the years have kept us apart, still your spirit shines
Despite the many miles, you're a beacon, a light of fate
That taught this lonely man, how to love not hate
For that gift from you, is always mine
And for that gift girl, I know someday you'll shine
I want you to believe in love, that's the only thing that's true
For when you believe in love, all things come shining through
Life will take you down many twists and curves
It's up to you and what you'll choose
This is how you'll learn
What we do to one another is measured in the sands of time
They will measure, measure if we're true
Are we being good to others and do we help them shine
I want you to believe in love, that's the only thing that's true
For when you believe in love, all things come shining through
Always believe in love, Always hold out your hand
To those less fortunate, let them take your hand
I hope and I pray for you, that you follow your dreams
Always be that beacon of light
And then dear girl you'll find your dreams, your heart will let you know
Pursue it with all of your might
And if you stray from the course, please child, know it's alright
Life's a hard teacher but we can always learn
If we open our eyes, if we open our eyes
ooh…… We can always learn if we open our eyes -
ooh…….We Can always learn if we open our eyes
It's in your heart to do what's right, so open your eyes
Oooh, oooh,
Take care to listen, to the words of man
Their actions speak louder and from that you can depend
Always listen to your heart, not the words of hate
And you'll help to make this world a better place
Dear child, I just wanted you to know
It's my love for you that helps to keep me strong."
And Ultimately: Better Pleeez! The Best(of now) Pleeeeez!
hummm?!
خوب اشکالی که نداره. اگه هنوزم همين حسّو داری و کاملاً يک پنيک* نبوده،
اين چطوره؟
--->
مرحله ی اول:
اينا رو که دوسشون نداری يه جا بنويس، تکليفشونو مشخص کن. مثلاً اون رويا های دسته دوّم رو حتماً مشخص
و کامل بنويس.
مرحله ی دوم:
--->
سلام
خوشحالم که می بینمت
نمی دونستم چی بنویسم اینجا برای این نوشته. چند بار نوشتم و پاک کردم.
گفته بودم که کامنت گذاشتن اینجا سخته و حتا نگذاشتن شاید.
Besides higher level meanings, it made me wonder how your creative brain have found "please" to rhyme with "dreams".
I like the second "dreams" too; When the proud and respectful rhyme sees itself in a not-that-important position!
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