"Disconnect a little from the Outside"
--beknowen

My ears stuffed with tissues.
Can't get them out :O
Disconnected from reality. from outside.

Disconnect from reality; what you call(ed) reality.
From others, those others of always.
State: This is The State: into the silence.

Been in-the-zone. of people.
In the Flow.
to outside.
Flow: out.
Out means 'Act'.
Let your act control your Attendance. Dance!

Forget who your audience are and were.
forget to the bone
and Attend your silence. This silence.
Attend yourself, Your silence.
Your genuine silence.
Your Theta.

Forget the known. You thought you know them? (You can know no one.)
Your audience is now The Silence. The Theta. and the ringings.
If you can attend the silence, then you are through.

My ears stuffed with pieces of tissue.
It's dangerous a bit but I don't panic, instead I enjoy this moment. I attend it. I attend my stuffed ear. I write it. into it. through it. I am through.
Just silence and some ringing. sick. Ringing I can tolerate, but not that diluted reality
anymore.
Reality,
diluted
anymore.

Let all and all close their ears. "shut up your ears", you wanna talk.
Suppose all ears of the world closed.
calmly.
Shout what comes to say. un-attend. de-attend them. attend the ringing.
to Outside. through a now quiet outside.
Outside.

Who is your audience? this is the problem (was).
Your new outside;
The delicate silence of stuffed ears.
mmmmmmmmmm!

(diagnostic) notes:
Hyperacusis. Phonophobia. fear of sounds. Sensitive to sound.